I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate?
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're gray and old?
'Cause I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my brain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

Key#1=Right Thinking

Formatted a PC for a friend today, its working OK now. Sister made stir-fry, pretty good, filled me up. Race sucked, the driver I had finished like 35th or something. Going to watch a movie now I think, toss up between "Patriot Games" & "One-Eyed Jacks". Nothing else happening...

Addictive Game - - - HERE
Serial Number - - - HERE =0)

Wendall seems to be doing OK today, she is playing with a bug as I type this.

Really wish I had something to talk about, maybe that's why I stopped Blogging to begin with...

gnite

Well I miss you honey
A little more every day
And I know if I kissed you
You'd be comin' back home to stay

'Cause I know I was wrong
But how long do I have to pay?

You know you belong here beside me
I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway

Well I cried for you so long
My river of tears ran dry
And I tried to be so strong
But grew weaker as time went by

You know your love left a mark on me
I don't think it will fade away

I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway

You know your love left a mark on me, on me
I don't think it will fade away

I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway

Fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
A fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway

Mr.Wendall Is sick, she threw up tonight. What a sentence that is (we didn't name her BTW). Believe me, its too long of a story to try and explain. She is our 13 yr. old West Highland terrier. I just took her out and she seems better. I'm very worried...

I watched a few movies today. My little sister is home with her two kids, the oldest is spending the night. My Niece from my wife's side is also spending the night, so we have a house-full. Actually hasn't been too bad. Aaron's nickname is now "Bubba", thanks alot...

I would call, but its so late, just very unsure... Just know I'm thinking of you. Sorry about earlier...

My current wallpaper: Here

Well.

December 14th is the last time I've blogged. To be honest I'm not even really writing here because I want to, I'm just bored. I notice that most of my picture links aren't working, the whole thing seems to be screwed. I guess that's just another way of letting me know how totally f*cked up things are. Really wish I had something constructive to talk about, some bright light to look into and ramble on about. Weird how sometimes you wonder to yourself how you ever ended up here like this. God that sounds so lame.

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along