Baby, I know you cannot hear me now
'Cause you're fast asleep
But I love you now
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My baby, she's dreaming
Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh but when she calls,
I know she's the one
Makes me want her harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see monsters
Still I see monsters

Baby, I know you cannot hear me now
'Cause you're flying around
At the speed of sound
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My babies, she's dreaming

Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh when she calls
I know that she's the one
Makes me want it harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see the monsters
Still I see the monsters

What I'm Listening To Right Now: I See Monsters - Ryan Adams - Love is Hell / Part 2 (03:58)]

Hey, guess what, I went to SLEEP at 2:40am and up at 6:30am. Yeah I'm sleepy but I'm going to try and stay awake, could get my bad sleeping habits fixed.

Man, I really love No Doubt's new single, or is it new? Its on their Singles 92-03 CD. Oh well, I think its new cause I haven't heard it till recently, but doesn't it sound like a 80's song to you? WATCH THE VIDEO HERE. Its official I think Gwen Stefani is hot.

My prediction: The youth will get off crack, crank & extasy, stop listening to Hip-Hop bullshit and start listening to music again. (Is crank & crack the same thing? I'm thinking crank is meth right? Shit when I was young we just smoked a dube and drank a 6 pack and called it a night, oh don't get me started on my views on drugs their just as fucked up as my opinion of everything else!)

Just in case your interested, this is my NETFLIX queue (adding to it constantly):

1. 12 Monkeys 2. 1941 3. 48 Hrs. 4. A View To A Kill 5. Adventures of Robin Hood 6. Amadeus 7. Another 48 Hrs. 8. Anzio 9. Arsenic and Old Lace 10. Bataan 11. Battle of the Bulge 12. Battleground 13. Bend Of The River 14. Blue Max 15. Breakheart Pass 16. Bridge at Remagen 17. Bridge On The River Kwai 18. Bridges at Toko-Ri 19. Bullitt 20. Butch Cassidy & the Sundance Kid 21. Casino Royale 22. Cast A Giant Shadow 23. Charge of the Light Brigade 24. Chato's Land 25. Chasing Amy 26. Chino 27. Chisum 28. Darby's Rangers 29. Dark Command 30. Destry Rides Again 31. Diamonds Are Forever 32. Die Hard 33. Die Hard 2: Die Harder 34. Die Hard: With A Vengeance 35. Dirty Harry 36. Donovan's Reef 37. Dr. No 38. Eagles: Hell Freezes Over 39. Eight Men Out 40. El Dorado 41. Elmer Gantry 42. Enemy At The Gates 43. Far And Away 44. Field Of Dreams 45. Five Easy Pieces 46. For The Love Of The Game 47. Force 10 from Navarone 48. French Kiss 49. From Here to Eternity 50. From Russia With Love 51. Gone With the Wind 52. Gunfight At The O.K. Corral 53. Halls of Montezuma 54. Hamburger Hill 55. Hard Times 56. Harvey 57. Hatari 58. Heaven Knows Mr. Allison 59. Hell Is For Hero's 60. High Fidelity 61. High Noon 62. High Plains Drifter 63. Hondo 64. How the West Was Won 65. In Harms Way 66. It's a Wonderful Life 68. Jay And Silent Bob Strike Back 69. Kelly's Heroes 70. Lawrence of Arabia 71. Lou Gerhig 72. Major Dundee 73. McClintock 74. Memphis Belle 75. Michael 76. Midway 77. Moonraker 78. Mr. Deeds Goes To Town 79. Mr. Majestyk 80. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington 81. Murphy's War 82. My Darling Clementine 83. My Name Is Trinity 84. Napoleon (2002 TV)

85. Never Say Never Again 86. North by Northwest 87. North To Alaska 88. Objective, Burma 89. Octopussy 90. Once Upon a Time in the West 91. Pale Rider 92. Papillion 93. Patton 94. PT 109 95. Quigley Down Under 96. Raid On Entebbe 97. Raid on Rommell 98. Rear Window 99. Richard Pryor: Here And Now 100. Richard Pryor: Live In Concert 101. Richard Pryor: Live On The Sunset Strip 102. Rio Bravo 103. Rio Grande 104. Rio Lobo 105. Rooster Cogburn 106. Run Silent Run Deep 107. Sands of Iwo Jima 108. Seven Samurai 109. Sgt.York 110. She Wore a Yellow Ribbon 111. Shenandoah 112. Silverado 113. Sink The Bismarck 114. Sixteen Candles 115. Sons Of Katie Elder 116. Spirit of St.Louis 117. Stalag 17 118. Strategic Air Command 119. The Blue Max 120. The Cowboys 121. The Desert Fox 122. The Devils Brigade 123. The Dirty Dozen 124. The Eagle Has Landed 125. The Enemy Below 126. The Far Country 127. The Fighting CBs 128. The Fighting Kentuckians 129. The Flying Tigers 130. The Ghost & Mr. Chicken 131. The Guns of Navoraone 132. The Horse Solders 133. The Incredible Mr. Limpet 134. The Kid 135. The Longest Day 136. The Man With The Golden Gun 137. The Professional 138. The Quiet Man 139. The Rare Breed 140. The Reluctant Astronaut 141. The Sand Pebbles 142. The Searchers 143. The Shakiest Gun In The West 144. The Shootist 145. The Spy Who Loved Me 146. The Sting 147. The Undefended 148. The War Wagon 149. The Wild Bunch 150. They Died With Their Boots On 151. They Were Expendable 152. Thunderball 153. To Hell & Back 154. Tora, Tora, Tora 155. Trintity Is Still My Name 156. True Grit 157. Twelve O'clock High 158. Two Mules for Sister Sarah 159. Unbreakable 160. Uncommon Valor 161. Vera Cruz 162. Vertigo 163. Von Ryan's Express 164. Will Penny 165. Winchester 73 166. You Can't Take It With You 167. Zulu

Wish I could call....
I'm sleepy.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Its My Life - No Doubt - The Singles 1992-2003 (03:46)]

Hmmm, not much to say. No deep secrets to share, no mind blowing revelations I would like to share. Oh well, just thought I would check in. Have a good one.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Elton John - Step Into Christmas - (04:13)]

Ah, Blogging, the new American pastime! I was watching Tech TV the other day and they were reading some people's Blogs onair, and they really sounded stupid. I guess if somebody did that to mine, I would feel stupid to, or it would sound stupid. I don't really know why sometimes I like to Blog, or why anyone would. I personally like reading Blog's of 25-30 yr old girls, lol. I like to try and figure out why it was so hard for me to figure them out in my youth (plus its hard to find older chicks Blogs, lol). So, I will continue, hell somebody is reading it, I get plenty of hits (probably still looking for Carnie nude, hey, I have seen the pics, I think she looks good & I was gonna post a link here, but I cant find anything online yet, lol, sorry. Hmm, you see how talented I am, only 6 commas in that last sentence!).

Hey, have you seen the show 6 Feet Under on HBO? I don't watch it onair, but I have started renting the DVDs, man its wild, I don't really know how to descibe it, but I would definitely recommend it. The part i'm trying not to wince at is the 2 gay dudes kissing and "frolicking" around, lol. Have you ever noticed that lol isn't in the spell check? I need to add it to my dictionary I guess, wonder if Webster will do the same. Man if you haven't got it yet, you really need NETFLIX, especially if you have a DVD burner, lol.

Hmm, I always wonder what people do online, like wonder if they've found something I might like. Well here is a list of some of the sites I like to visit. If some have pop-ups, sorry I run a popup stopper (You know, Googles new tool bar blocks popups as well, and no it doesnt take up a lot of desktop space if you arrange it correctly within your current menu bar. Another great Google feature that a lot of people dont know about are these tools & pages.). Any way, here goes:

- Cool Wallpaper
- MP3s (Popups Beware)
- DVD & CD Covers
- Crack Search (Chech out Aria on the right!)
- Adult Humor
- 1 Hit Wonders
- I LOVE checking out the goth girls here!
- Only if your bored silly
- DVD new & upcomming releases
- K-Lite K++ (The Kazaa that you can be invisible in)
- An addictive JAVA game
- Nerd Stuff
- Help forums (These really work when you need computer help, trust me)
- The game I cant go a day without playing

Thats about it, hope you find the sites interesting. Talk soon...

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Holiday In Spain - Counting Crows - Films About Ghosts (03:51)]

Hmmm, not much to report today. Today marks about the 3 week i've been out of work, was supposed to have an appointment today but the doctor was out of the office. I never thought I would miss work, I don't think I do, but I miss getting out and talking to different people. I can see why people that are home all the time have to find things to keep themselves busy or whatever, its very easy to get in a rut and get down on yourself. Whats really scary is that I have found myself going to sleep later and later every night, where now its almost daylight before I get in bed. It seems I watch the 11 o'clock news and then maybe check online for MP3s or make a DVD and then i'm not real sleepy so I will watch a movie, before you know it, its 4am. That's going to really be great when I try going back to work, waking up at 5am, my guess is that I will not have any sleep the first day back at work.

A few neat sites for your last minute holiday shopping:
Harry & David
Swiss Colony
Christmas Gifts (pretty cool listing place)
Amazon (old faithfull)
Italian Gift Ideas
Music Boxes & Stuff
Lower Prices
1 Of My Fav's

And one last thought to leave you with...