I love Aldo Nova. At one point in time I was freaking out with Def Leppard, But the more I listen to Aldo, the more I turn back to the 80's and want to re-live all those fun times we had (er, they were fun, weren't they?). One thing that kindve pisses me off though (besides the fact that he's from Canada) is the fact that most people don't even know Aldo Nova and the ones that do think the only thing he ever accomplished was "Fantasy". So wrong. But then, I like knowing that I'm in my own little clique, just me and the other 20 or 30 Aldo fans. Oh yeah, for you guys that know Jon of the Bon Jovi fame, Also has kinda/sorta helped him out a bit from time to time. Oh well, If you want some good listening, take out "Twitch" and listen to each track, damn, what a fantastic album, um CD I mean...
Song of the day: Surrender You're Heart - Aldo Nova (Cuz I will love you forever)
Friday, April 30
Monday, April 19
Aldo Nova - Always be mine
Let's talk it over now we both have alot to say
Let's get it over now we can't let it go this way
We've shed our tears - we've played our parts
We've had our fears and broken hearts
But now it's time to stop this game
This foolish masquerade
It's just a game we play
We look at love with eyes so blind
But don't give your love away
Cause in my heart you'll always be mine
So think it over now cause you would be a fool to say
That it's over now and we'll both turn and walk away
We play the games that lovers play
We wear our masks in false charades
We roll the dice then turn away but now it's time we said
It's just a game we play
We look at love with eyes so blind
But don't give your love away
Cause in my heart you'll always be mine
Baby you'll always be mine - baby you'll always be mine
Let's talk it over now we both have alot to say
Let's get it over now we can't let it go this way
We've shed our tears - we've played our parts
We've had our fears and broken hearts
But now it's time to stop this game
This foolish masquerade
It's just a game we play
We look at love with eyes so blind
But don't give your love away
Cause in my heart you'll always be mine
So think it over now cause you would be a fool to say
That it's over now and we'll both turn and walk away
We play the games that lovers play
We wear our masks in false charades
We roll the dice then turn away but now it's time we said
It's just a game we play
We look at love with eyes so blind
But don't give your love away
Cause in my heart you'll always be mine
Baby you'll always be mine - baby you'll always be mine
Thursday, March 18
I sit and wait
Does an angel contemplate my fate?
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're gray and old?
'Cause I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my brain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
Key#1=Right Thinking
Does an angel contemplate my fate?
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're gray and old?
'Cause I've been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my brain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
Key#1=Right Thinking
Sunday, March 14
Formatted a PC for a friend today, its working OK now. Sister made stir-fry, pretty good, filled me up. Race sucked, the driver I had finished like 35th or something. Going to watch a movie now I think, toss up between "Patriot Games" & "One-Eyed Jacks". Nothing else happening...
Addictive Game - - - HERE
Serial Number - - - HERE =0)
Wendall seems to be doing OK today, she is playing with a bug as I type this.
Really wish I had something to talk about, maybe that's why I stopped Blogging to begin with...
gnite
Addictive Game - - - HERE
Serial Number - - - HERE =0)
Wendall seems to be doing OK today, she is playing with a bug as I type this.
Really wish I had something to talk about, maybe that's why I stopped Blogging to begin with...
gnite
Well I miss you honey
A little more every day
And I know if I kissed you
You'd be comin' back home to stay
'Cause I know I was wrong
But how long do I have to pay?
You know you belong here beside me
I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
Well I cried for you so long
My river of tears ran dry
And I tried to be so strong
But grew weaker as time went by
You know your love left a mark on me
I don't think it will fade away
I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
You know your love left a mark on me, on me
I don't think it will fade away
I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
A fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
A little more every day
And I know if I kissed you
You'd be comin' back home to stay
'Cause I know I was wrong
But how long do I have to pay?
You know you belong here beside me
I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
Well I cried for you so long
My river of tears ran dry
And I tried to be so strong
But grew weaker as time went by
You know your love left a mark on me
I don't think it will fade away
I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
You know your love left a mark on me, on me
I don't think it will fade away
I'll sit here and wait 'til you come home
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
'Cause I'm a fool for you anyway
A fool for you anyway
Fool for you anyway
I'm a fool for you anyway
Mr.Wendall Is sick, she threw up tonight. What a sentence that is (we didn't name her BTW). Believe me, its too long of a story to try and explain. She is our 13 yr. old West Highland terrier. I just took her out and she seems better. I'm very worried...
I watched a few movies today. My little sister is home with her two kids, the oldest is spending the night. My Niece from my wife's side is also spending the night, so we have a house-full. Actually hasn't been too bad. Aaron's nickname is now "Bubba", thanks alot...
I would call, but its so late, just very unsure... Just know I'm thinking of you. Sorry about earlier...
My current wallpaper: Here
I watched a few movies today. My little sister is home with her two kids, the oldest is spending the night. My Niece from my wife's side is also spending the night, so we have a house-full. Actually hasn't been too bad. Aaron's nickname is now "Bubba", thanks alot...
I would call, but its so late, just very unsure... Just know I'm thinking of you. Sorry about earlier...
My current wallpaper: Here
Thursday, March 11
Well.
December 14th is the last time I've blogged. To be honest I'm not even really writing here because I want to, I'm just bored. I notice that most of my picture links aren't working, the whole thing seems to be screwed. I guess that's just another way of letting me know how totally f*cked up things are. Really wish I had something constructive to talk about, some bright light to look into and ramble on about. Weird how sometimes you wonder to yourself how you ever ended up here like this. God that sounds so lame.
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
December 14th is the last time I've blogged. To be honest I'm not even really writing here because I want to, I'm just bored. I notice that most of my picture links aren't working, the whole thing seems to be screwed. I guess that's just another way of letting me know how totally f*cked up things are. Really wish I had something constructive to talk about, some bright light to look into and ramble on about. Weird how sometimes you wonder to yourself how you ever ended up here like this. God that sounds so lame.
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Sunday, December 14
Baby, I know you cannot hear me now
'Cause you're fast asleep
But I love you now
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My baby, she's dreaming
Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh but when she calls,
I know she's the one
Makes me want her harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see monsters
Still I see monsters
Baby, I know you cannot hear me now
'Cause you're flying around
At the speed of sound
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My babies, she's dreaming
Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh when she calls
I know that she's the one
Makes me want it harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see the monsters
Still I see the monsters
'Cause you're fast asleep
But I love you now
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My baby, she's dreaming
Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh but when she calls,
I know she's the one
Makes me want her harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see monsters
Still I see monsters
Baby, I know you cannot hear me now
'Cause you're flying around
At the speed of sound
Colors inside your head go spinning around
Like a ferris wheel
Exploding and falling to the ground
Oh, people are screaming, people are screaming
My babies, she's dreaming
Oh, people are shouting, people are freaking
I'm just staring at the ceiling
Waiting for the feeling
Oh, oh when she calls
I know that she's the one
Makes me want it harder
Makes me want to be a little stronger
Still I see the monsters
Still I see the monsters
What I'm Listening To Right Now: I See Monsters - Ryan Adams - Love is Hell / Part 2 (03:58)]
Thursday, December 11
Hey, guess what, I went to SLEEP at 2:40am and up at 6:30am. Yeah I'm sleepy but I'm going to try and stay awake, could get my bad sleeping habits fixed.
Man, I really love No Doubt's new single, or is it new? Its on their Singles 92-03 CD. Oh well, I think its new cause I haven't heard it till recently, but doesn't it sound like a 80's song to you? WATCH THE VIDEO HERE. Its official I think Gwen Stefani is hot.

My prediction: The youth will get off crack, crank & extasy, stop listening to Hip-Hop bullshit and start listening to music again. (Is crank & crack the same thing? I'm thinking crank is meth right? Shit when I was young we just smoked a dube and drank a 6 pack and called it a night, oh don't get me started on my views on drugs their just as fucked up as my opinion of everything else!)
Just in case your interested, this is my NETFLIX queue (adding to it constantly):
Wish I could call....
I'm sleepy.
Man, I really love No Doubt's new single, or is it new? Its on their Singles 92-03 CD. Oh well, I think its new cause I haven't heard it till recently, but doesn't it sound like a 80's song to you? WATCH THE VIDEO HERE. Its official I think Gwen Stefani is hot.
Just in case your interested, this is my NETFLIX queue (adding to it constantly):
| 1. 12 Monkeys 2. 1941 3. 48 Hrs. 4. A View To A Kill 5. Adventures of Robin Hood 6. Amadeus 7. Another 48 Hrs. 8. Anzio 9. Arsenic and Old Lace 10. Bataan 11. Battle of the Bulge 12. Battleground 13. Bend Of The River 14. Blue Max 15. Breakheart Pass 16. Bridge at Remagen 17. Bridge On The River Kwai 18. Bridges at Toko-Ri 19. Bullitt 20. Butch Cassidy & the Sundance Kid 21. Casino Royale 22. Cast A Giant Shadow 23. Charge of the Light Brigade 24. Chato's Land 25. Chasing Amy 26. Chino 27. Chisum 28. Darby's Rangers 29. Dark Command 30. Destry Rides Again 31. Diamonds Are Forever 32. Die Hard 33. Die Hard 2: Die Harder 34. Die Hard: With A Vengeance 35. Dirty Harry 36. Donovan's Reef 37. Dr. No 38. Eagles: Hell Freezes Over 39. Eight Men Out 40. El Dorado 41. Elmer Gantry 42. Enemy At The Gates 43. Far And Away 44. Field Of Dreams 45. Five Easy Pieces 46. For The Love Of The Game 47. Force 10 from Navarone 48. French Kiss 49. From Here to Eternity 50. From Russia With Love 51. Gone With the Wind 52. Gunfight At The O.K. Corral 53. Halls of Montezuma 54. Hamburger Hill 55. Hard Times 56. Harvey 57. Hatari 58. Heaven Knows Mr. Allison 59. Hell Is For Hero's 60. High Fidelity 61. High Noon 62. High Plains Drifter 63. Hondo 64. How the West Was Won 65. In Harms Way 66. It's a Wonderful Life 68. Jay And Silent Bob Strike Back 69. Kelly's Heroes 70. Lawrence of Arabia 71. Lou Gerhig 72. Major Dundee 73. McClintock 74. Memphis Belle 75. Michael 76. Midway 77. Moonraker 78. Mr. Deeds Goes To Town 79. Mr. Majestyk 80. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington 81. Murphy's War 82. My Darling Clementine 83. My Name Is Trinity 84. Napoleon (2002 TV) | 85. Never Say Never Again 86. North by Northwest 87. North To Alaska 88. Objective, Burma 89. Octopussy 90. Once Upon a Time in the West 91. Pale Rider 92. Papillion 93. Patton 94. PT 109 95. Quigley Down Under 96. Raid On Entebbe 97. Raid on Rommell 98. Rear Window 99. Richard Pryor: Here And Now 100. Richard Pryor: Live In Concert 101. Richard Pryor: Live On The Sunset Strip 102. Rio Bravo 103. Rio Grande 104. Rio Lobo 105. Rooster Cogburn 106. Run Silent Run Deep 107. Sands of Iwo Jima 108. Seven Samurai 109. Sgt.York 110. She Wore a Yellow Ribbon 111. Shenandoah 112. Silverado 113. Sink The Bismarck 114. Sixteen Candles 115. Sons Of Katie Elder 116. Spirit of St.Louis 117. Stalag 17 118. Strategic Air Command 119. The Blue Max 120. The Cowboys 121. The Desert Fox 122. The Devils Brigade 123. The Dirty Dozen 124. The Eagle Has Landed 125. The Enemy Below 126. The Far Country 127. The Fighting CBs 128. The Fighting Kentuckians 129. The Flying Tigers 130. The Ghost & Mr. Chicken 131. The Guns of Navoraone 132. The Horse Solders 133. The Incredible Mr. Limpet 134. The Kid 135. The Longest Day 136. The Man With The Golden Gun 137. The Professional 138. The Quiet Man 139. The Rare Breed 140. The Reluctant Astronaut 141. The Sand Pebbles 142. The Searchers 143. The Shakiest Gun In The West 144. The Shootist 145. The Spy Who Loved Me 146. The Sting 147. The Undefended 148. The War Wagon 149. The Wild Bunch 150. They Died With Their Boots On 151. They Were Expendable 152. Thunderball 153. To Hell & Back 154. Tora, Tora, Tora 155. Trintity Is Still My Name 156. True Grit 157. Twelve O'clock High 158. Two Mules for Sister Sarah 159. Unbreakable 160. Uncommon Valor 161. Vera Cruz 162. Vertigo 163. Von Ryan's Express 164. Will Penny 165. Winchester 73 166. You Can't Take It With You 167. Zulu |
Wish I could call....
I'm sleepy.
What I'm Listening To Right Now: Its My Life - No Doubt - The Singles 1992-2003 (03:46)]
Tuesday, December 9
Friday, December 5
Ah, Blogging, the new American pastime! I was watching Tech TV the other day and they were reading some people's Blogs onair, and they really sounded stupid. I guess if somebody did that to mine, I would feel stupid to, or it would sound stupid. I don't really know why sometimes I like to Blog, or why anyone would. I personally like reading Blog's of 25-30 yr old girls, lol. I like to try and figure out why it was so hard for me to figure them out in my youth (plus its hard to find older chicks Blogs, lol). So, I will continue, hell somebody is reading it, I get plenty of hits (probably still looking for Carnie nude, hey, I have seen the pics, I think she looks good & I was gonna post a link here, but I cant find anything online yet, lol, sorry. Hmm, you see how talented I am, only 6 commas in that last sentence!).
Hey, have you seen the show 6 Feet Under on HBO? I don't watch it onair, but I have started renting the DVDs, man its wild, I don't really know how to descibe it, but I would definitely recommend it. The part i'm trying not to wince at is the 2 gay dudes kissing and "frolicking" around, lol. Have you ever noticed that lol isn't in the spell check? I need to add it to my dictionary I guess, wonder if Webster will do the same. Man if you haven't got it yet, you really need NETFLIX, especially if you have a DVD burner, lol.
Hmm, I always wonder what people do online, like wonder if they've found something I might like. Well here is a list of some of the sites I like to visit. If some have pop-ups, sorry I run a popup stopper (You know, Googles new tool bar blocks popups as well, and no it doesnt take up a lot of desktop space if you arrange it correctly within your current menu bar. Another great Google feature that a lot of people dont know about are these tools & pages.). Any way, here goes:
- Cool Wallpaper
- MP3s (Popups Beware)
- DVD & CD Covers
- Crack Search (Chech out Aria on the right!)
- Adult Humor
- 1 Hit Wonders
- I LOVE checking out the goth girls here!
- Only if your bored silly
- DVD new & upcomming releases
- K-Lite K++ (The Kazaa that you can be invisible in)
- An addictive JAVA game
- Nerd Stuff
- Help forums (These really work when you need computer help, trust me)
- The game I cant go a day without playing
Thats about it, hope you find the sites interesting. Talk soon...
Hey, have you seen the show 6 Feet Under on HBO? I don't watch it onair, but I have started renting the DVDs, man its wild, I don't really know how to descibe it, but I would definitely recommend it. The part i'm trying not to wince at is the 2 gay dudes kissing and "frolicking" around, lol. Have you ever noticed that lol isn't in the spell check? I need to add it to my dictionary I guess, wonder if Webster will do the same. Man if you haven't got it yet, you really need NETFLIX, especially if you have a DVD burner, lol.
Hmm, I always wonder what people do online, like wonder if they've found something I might like. Well here is a list of some of the sites I like to visit. If some have pop-ups, sorry I run a popup stopper (You know, Googles new tool bar blocks popups as well, and no it doesnt take up a lot of desktop space if you arrange it correctly within your current menu bar. Another great Google feature that a lot of people dont know about are these tools & pages.). Any way, here goes:
- Cool Wallpaper
- MP3s (Popups Beware)
- DVD & CD Covers
- Crack Search (Chech out Aria on the right!)
- Adult Humor
- 1 Hit Wonders
- I LOVE checking out the goth girls here!
- Only if your bored silly
- DVD new & upcomming releases
- K-Lite K++ (The Kazaa that you can be invisible in)
- An addictive JAVA game
- Nerd Stuff
- Help forums (These really work when you need computer help, trust me)
- The game I cant go a day without playing
Thats about it, hope you find the sites interesting. Talk soon...
What I'm Listening To Right Now: Holiday In Spain - Counting Crows - Films About Ghosts (03:51)]
Wednesday, December 3
Hmmm, not much to report today. Today marks about the 3 week i've been out of work, was supposed to have an appointment today but the doctor was out of the office. I never thought I would miss work, I don't think I do, but I miss getting out and talking to different people. I can see why people that are home all the time have to find things to keep themselves busy or whatever, its very easy to get in a rut and get down on yourself. Whats really scary is that I have found myself going to sleep later and later every night, where now its almost daylight before I get in bed. It seems I watch the 11 o'clock news and then maybe check online for MP3s or make a DVD and then i'm not real sleepy so I will watch a movie, before you know it, its 4am. That's going to really be great when I try going back to work, waking up at 5am, my guess is that I will not have any sleep the first day back at work.
A few neat sites for your last minute holiday shopping:
Harry & David
Swiss Colony
Christmas Gifts (pretty cool listing place)
Amazon (old faithfull)
Italian Gift Ideas
Music Boxes & Stuff
Lower Prices
1 Of My Fav's
And one last thought to leave you with...
A few neat sites for your last minute holiday shopping:
Harry & David
Swiss Colony
Christmas Gifts (pretty cool listing place)
Amazon (old faithfull)
Italian Gift Ideas
Music Boxes & Stuff
Lower Prices
1 Of My Fav's
And one last thought to leave you with...
Thursday, November 27
Nothing really to talk about.
I wonder if I understand my role in this life. I always get confused when I watch a movie or read a book that relates to "the big picture" and where we all fit in. I mean, I was thinking today, why can't everybody be rich and everyone be able to sit on the beach sipping drinks with little umbrellas in them. But then, who would make the drinks for us all the enjoy? Who would labor to make the glasses that we use and the furniture that we sit on? Who would make our rooms up in the 5-star hotels that we all stay at? God I hate thinking like this.
I have this weird obsession with watching documentaries about serial killers. I don't understand what makes people do that, kill innocent people, but then on the same token, what makes people like myself find them interesting, like I said, weird.
You know what sucks? Craving something for a long time and finally getting it and its not really as good as you wanting it to be. Or even worse, getting it, and then getting it again and again and again, until its not a favorite anymore and you've killed the craving forever, bummer.
Do you think everyone is prejudice? I tend to think so. I mean, I don't think everyone goes around hating, but I think everyone is a little prejudice in their own way, whether its something as simple as being the only white or black person in a large group of people, or whether its something as derogatory as being a member of a group such as the KKK. There are exceptions to this I think, I think there is a certain percentage that feel totally opposite and would rather be with the other race, which I think is great if that's what that person really wants. I personally find using the "N" word vulgar and have taught my child not to use it, however, I think that by everyone freaking out about it, it gives the word more power than it deserves. Also, whats this shit about a black person can call another black person this and its OK, bullshit. If its a derogatory work, then lets everyone treat it that way, I do. I think that the PC thing for all white people these days (it seems) is to worry about their thoughts and beliefs, I mean how many people have gotten fired for their offensive remarks and thoughts. I saw Kelly Clarkston on TV the other day and she said something kindve stupid and made the comment "I'm soo white", like she blamed her ethnicity for saying something dumb. Yeah, its fucked up, some of the things people say, and when you really know someone and are alone with them and find out there "real" thoughts on racism or whatever, but, its turned into (I think) something that now I even worry about things I so. You know what, those people are numorous in the white and black crowds. I was talking to a group of mixed race people and made the comment "you people" and after the meeting several of the black member of the meeting stopped by and told me I was being rude by saying that, christ. Yeah, i'm not black, and I haven't had to go through what a black person has had to go through, but hey, i'm fat have they had to go through elementary school with everyone pointing that out to them? i'm a American Indian desendant, and I think it was wrong the way they were treated when this country was founded, but hey I don't hold a grudge about it. Things like the N.A.A.C.P. really rub the average working class white person wrong, what if there were a organization called the N.A.A.W.P.? Shit would hit the fan. This may sound like i'm a very prejudice person, but honestly, I just would like for everyone to see everyone elses side without freaking out about it. You see, using the "N" word is wrong, but what I think is MUCH more important is treating everyone with decency and kindness all the time. If everyone did that, all the time, a word like that wouldn't even be in anyones vocabulary. I have had this conversation with a black friend of mine, and we always disagree, he always tells me that he wouldn't have a problem with his daughter dating a white kid, and he feels just as comfortable around white people as he does black people. that's all good, but when I see him away from the plant, 100% of the time he is with black friends. I'm trying not to sound bitter or whatever hear, I know I am, I just sometimes hate being blamed for being a part of an rich, uncaring, self richeous race, when I don't feel like I am. Do you know when the black ladies at work get paid, they say they gotta go pay the "white man" in reference to paying their bills. i've been told my race has discriminated the black race for so long that now the word and meaning of the word "BLACK" is now bad. Like the bad guy always wears black, when anything bad happens its a black day. For the record, my opinion is that I think there are good people and bad people. I think that you don't have to be white or black or yellow or brown to be either good or bad. I think its in a persons words AND actions that judgment should be formed about that person. And I do think Rodney King was right, why can't we all just get along? OK, i'm done venting, sorry.
Happy Thanksgiving.
25 Movie Stars Whom I Admire (In no particular order):
Audrey Hepburn
Clint Eastwood
Charles Bronson
James Stewart
Robert Deniro
Harrison Ford
Kevin Costner
Daniel Day-Lewis
Dennis Hopper
Marlon Brando
Tom Cruise
John Cusack
John Travolta
Gene Hackman
Nicolas Cage
Morgan Freeman
Mel Gibson
Robert Redforn
Paul Newman
Denzel Washington
Steve McQueen
Brad Pitt
Sean Connery
Tom Hanks
Al Pacino
I wonder if I understand my role in this life. I always get confused when I watch a movie or read a book that relates to "the big picture" and where we all fit in. I mean, I was thinking today, why can't everybody be rich and everyone be able to sit on the beach sipping drinks with little umbrellas in them. But then, who would make the drinks for us all the enjoy? Who would labor to make the glasses that we use and the furniture that we sit on? Who would make our rooms up in the 5-star hotels that we all stay at? God I hate thinking like this.
I have this weird obsession with watching documentaries about serial killers. I don't understand what makes people do that, kill innocent people, but then on the same token, what makes people like myself find them interesting, like I said, weird.
You know what sucks? Craving something for a long time and finally getting it and its not really as good as you wanting it to be. Or even worse, getting it, and then getting it again and again and again, until its not a favorite anymore and you've killed the craving forever, bummer.
Do you think everyone is prejudice? I tend to think so. I mean, I don't think everyone goes around hating, but I think everyone is a little prejudice in their own way, whether its something as simple as being the only white or black person in a large group of people, or whether its something as derogatory as being a member of a group such as the KKK. There are exceptions to this I think, I think there is a certain percentage that feel totally opposite and would rather be with the other race, which I think is great if that's what that person really wants. I personally find using the "N" word vulgar and have taught my child not to use it, however, I think that by everyone freaking out about it, it gives the word more power than it deserves. Also, whats this shit about a black person can call another black person this and its OK, bullshit. If its a derogatory work, then lets everyone treat it that way, I do. I think that the PC thing for all white people these days (it seems) is to worry about their thoughts and beliefs, I mean how many people have gotten fired for their offensive remarks and thoughts. I saw Kelly Clarkston on TV the other day and she said something kindve stupid and made the comment "I'm soo white", like she blamed her ethnicity for saying something dumb. Yeah, its fucked up, some of the things people say, and when you really know someone and are alone with them and find out there "real" thoughts on racism or whatever, but, its turned into (I think) something that now I even worry about things I so. You know what, those people are numorous in the white and black crowds. I was talking to a group of mixed race people and made the comment "you people" and after the meeting several of the black member of the meeting stopped by and told me I was being rude by saying that, christ. Yeah, i'm not black, and I haven't had to go through what a black person has had to go through, but hey, i'm fat have they had to go through elementary school with everyone pointing that out to them? i'm a American Indian desendant, and I think it was wrong the way they were treated when this country was founded, but hey I don't hold a grudge about it. Things like the N.A.A.C.P. really rub the average working class white person wrong, what if there were a organization called the N.A.A.W.P.? Shit would hit the fan. This may sound like i'm a very prejudice person, but honestly, I just would like for everyone to see everyone elses side without freaking out about it. You see, using the "N" word is wrong, but what I think is MUCH more important is treating everyone with decency and kindness all the time. If everyone did that, all the time, a word like that wouldn't even be in anyones vocabulary. I have had this conversation with a black friend of mine, and we always disagree, he always tells me that he wouldn't have a problem with his daughter dating a white kid, and he feels just as comfortable around white people as he does black people. that's all good, but when I see him away from the plant, 100% of the time he is with black friends. I'm trying not to sound bitter or whatever hear, I know I am, I just sometimes hate being blamed for being a part of an rich, uncaring, self richeous race, when I don't feel like I am. Do you know when the black ladies at work get paid, they say they gotta go pay the "white man" in reference to paying their bills. i've been told my race has discriminated the black race for so long that now the word and meaning of the word "BLACK" is now bad. Like the bad guy always wears black, when anything bad happens its a black day. For the record, my opinion is that I think there are good people and bad people. I think that you don't have to be white or black or yellow or brown to be either good or bad. I think its in a persons words AND actions that judgment should be formed about that person. And I do think Rodney King was right, why can't we all just get along? OK, i'm done venting, sorry.
Happy Thanksgiving.
25 Movie Stars Whom I Admire (In no particular order):
Audrey Hepburn
Clint Eastwood
Charles Bronson
James Stewart
Robert Deniro
Harrison Ford
Kevin Costner
Daniel Day-Lewis
Dennis Hopper
Marlon Brando
Tom Cruise
John Cusack
John Travolta
Gene Hackman
Nicolas Cage
Morgan Freeman
Mel Gibson
Robert Redforn
Paul Newman
Denzel Washington
Steve McQueen
Brad Pitt
Sean Connery
Tom Hanks
Al Pacino
What I'm Listening To Right Now: When You Really Love Someone - Alicia Keys - The Diary of Alicia Keys (04:10)]
Monday, November 24
No real reason for posting those lyrics. Just up too late, feel like shit & there is something tugging inside me that I can't really figure out. No, dont worry, maybe its normal to freak out. What is it. What is it?
black tears, dark dreams. beautiful like before, seen as forever. tender kisses like angels wings. one who knows, nobody to see. one who worries, without giving. green eyes, empty inside. sin today, pay tomorrow for my dark dreams... gp

black tears, dark dreams. beautiful like before, seen as forever. tender kisses like angels wings. one who knows, nobody to see. one who worries, without giving. green eyes, empty inside. sin today, pay tomorrow for my dark dreams... gp
What I'm Listening To Right Now: Push & Pull - Nikka Costa - Everybody Got Their Something (05:26)]
IT'S BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS,
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSE I CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT
NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE
LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH
NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG
I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE
THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH
I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE
TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID
GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER
WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD
ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH
I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD
BUT I'M WILLING TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSE I CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT
NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE
LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH
NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG
I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE
THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH
I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE
TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID
GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER
WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD
ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH
I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD
BUT I'M WILLING TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY COS'
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
Saturday, August 16
I love life! I constantly find things to worry about most of the time, but not tonight. Um, and I'm not even drinking anything!
New CEO of the corporation where I work (over 150 plants) has decided that we did so poorly the 1st quarter that it was time to reduce the salary staff by 14% (750 of the 5400 employed). So rumors are that there will be 5 going from our plant (3 layoffs and the 2 job positions that I won but they didn't give me that was frozen), and another 6 effected, such as bumped from a salary job to an hourly position). Nobody thought it would happen fast, but right after the conference call they started escorting the people out of the plant. It was 3 people that probably needed to go, 1 was a pretty good guy, but handled stressful situations poorly. Well, that was yesterday, so I'll probably hear more about it Monday.
My little sister had her baby today at 3:15pm. They induced labor around 8 this morning. Aaron Walker, named after my 2 grandfathers. He weighed in around 7lbs 3ozs, no work on the length yet. Sis is fine but tired. Will keep you updated.
Oh yeah, I got my pyrex bowls in the mail today from eBay, I LOVE them!!! I know, I'm wierd. I also bought a new DVD today, Cradle to Grave with Jet Li and DMX.
New CEO of the corporation where I work (over 150 plants) has decided that we did so poorly the 1st quarter that it was time to reduce the salary staff by 14% (750 of the 5400 employed). So rumors are that there will be 5 going from our plant (3 layoffs and the 2 job positions that I won but they didn't give me that was frozen), and another 6 effected, such as bumped from a salary job to an hourly position). Nobody thought it would happen fast, but right after the conference call they started escorting the people out of the plant. It was 3 people that probably needed to go, 1 was a pretty good guy, but handled stressful situations poorly. Well, that was yesterday, so I'll probably hear more about it Monday.
My little sister had her baby today at 3:15pm. They induced labor around 8 this morning. Aaron Walker, named after my 2 grandfathers. He weighed in around 7lbs 3ozs, no work on the length yet. Sis is fine but tired. Will keep you updated.
Oh yeah, I got my pyrex bowls in the mail today from eBay, I LOVE them!!! I know, I'm wierd. I also bought a new DVD today, Cradle to Grave with Jet Li and DMX.
What I'm Listening To Right Now: Big Boy - Die Happy - The Weight Of The Circumstance (03:18)]
Friday, August 15
Have U perv's missed my Blog about CARNEY CARNIE WILSON - BUFF in the NUDE, NEKKID, with a big DILDO, STRAPPED to her CROTCH and HUMPING a BLOWUP DOLL!
Ha, what hits I shall get with that!
So I'm over at the townhouse finishing up the closets and I run across what was left of my album collection. I left it in my old bed room at my parents house, it was a garage/shop that my Father and I remodeled and it caught a leak and messed up all but these few, maybe 20 or 30. They were molded on like a forth of each album, so I made the executive decision to throw them away. SHIT! It was like amputating my arm! How can I throw away a japanese Foreigner 4 import? Or Night Ranger's greatest hits??? ARG! So, that kindv'e depressed me somewhat.
A lot more has been going on, I will try and get back to talk about it. Hope I can remember it all...
ciao for now~~
Ha, what hits I shall get with that!
So I'm over at the townhouse finishing up the closets and I run across what was left of my album collection. I left it in my old bed room at my parents house, it was a garage/shop that my Father and I remodeled and it caught a leak and messed up all but these few, maybe 20 or 30. They were molded on like a forth of each album, so I made the executive decision to throw them away. SHIT! It was like amputating my arm! How can I throw away a japanese Foreigner 4 import? Or Night Ranger's greatest hits??? ARG! So, that kindv'e depressed me somewhat.
A lot more has been going on, I will try and get back to talk about it. Hope I can remember it all...
ciao for now~~
What I'm Listening To Right Now: Fall In Love - Nick Lachey - SoulO (04:04)]
Thursday, July 31
I just bought a new phone with txt messaging. CLICK HERE TO SEND ME A MESSAGE
Here is the phone I got.

There is a lot you can do with it, I guess i'm gonna hafta figure it all out when I get a chance.
Went to the new house this afternoon. The carpet is fried, so all that's gonna hafta come up. I'm going to paint my office tomorrow morning. i'm thinking a beige/rust color, something that will match red (Coke) colors.
Hmm, not much else to talk about.
Here is the phone I got.
There is a lot you can do with it, I guess i'm gonna hafta figure it all out when I get a chance.
Went to the new house this afternoon. The carpet is fried, so all that's gonna hafta come up. I'm going to paint my office tomorrow morning. i'm thinking a beige/rust color, something that will match red (Coke) colors.
Hmm, not much else to talk about.
What I'm Listening To Right Now: The Only Way (Is The Wrong Way) - Filter - Tomb Raider II (The Cradle Of (05:15)
Tuesday, July 29
Oh good grief, I have a bunch of pervs comming to my site, lol. Check this out. Here are the searchs that lead people to my site....
With which key words
1. wilson 67
2. playboy 45
3. carnie 35
4. carney 33
5. nude 30
6. pictures 15
7. Wilson 11
8. in 8
9. Carnie 6
10. Playboy 6
11. Carney 6
12. pics 6
13. phillips 3
14. photos 2
15. PLAYBOY 2
16. + 2
17. Nude 2
18. play 2
19. WILSON 2
20. Evanescence 1
21. girls 1
22. CARNEY 1
23. young 1
24. CARnie 1
25. /Carney 1
The rest 11
Total 300
Y'all wanna see Carnie in the buff? Stick around, maybe I'll show ya! lol.....
With which key words
1. wilson 67
2. playboy 45
3. carnie 35
4. carney 33
5. nude 30
6. pictures 15
7. Wilson 11
8. in 8
9. Carnie 6
10. Playboy 6
11. Carney 6
12. pics 6
13. phillips 3
14. photos 2
15. PLAYBOY 2
16. + 2
17. Nude 2
18. play 2
19. WILSON 2
20. Evanescence 1
21. girls 1
22. CARNEY 1
23. young 1
24. CARnie 1
25. /Carney 1
The rest 11
Total 300
Y'all wanna see Carnie in the buff? Stick around, maybe I'll show ya! lol.....
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