Thursday, November 27

Nothing really to talk about.

I wonder if I understand my role in this life. I always get confused when I watch a movie or read a book that relates to "the big picture" and where we all fit in. I mean, I was thinking today, why can't everybody be rich and everyone be able to sit on the beach sipping drinks with little umbrellas in them. But then, who would make the drinks for us all the enjoy? Who would labor to make the glasses that we use and the furniture that we sit on? Who would make our rooms up in the 5-star hotels that we all stay at? God I hate thinking like this.

I have this weird obsession with watching documentaries about serial killers. I don't understand what makes people do that, kill innocent people, but then on the same token, what makes people like myself find them interesting, like I said, weird.

You know what sucks? Craving something for a long time and finally getting it and its not really as good as you wanting it to be. Or even worse, getting it, and then getting it again and again and again, until its not a favorite anymore and you've killed the craving forever, bummer.

Do you think everyone is prejudice? I tend to think so. I mean, I don't think everyone goes around hating, but I think everyone is a little prejudice in their own way, whether its something as simple as being the only white or black person in a large group of people, or whether its something as derogatory as being a member of a group such as the KKK. There are exceptions to this I think, I think there is a certain percentage that feel totally opposite and would rather be with the other race, which I think is great if that's what that person really wants. I personally find using the "N" word vulgar and have taught my child not to use it, however, I think that by everyone freaking out about it, it gives the word more power than it deserves. Also, whats this shit about a black person can call another black person this and its OK, bullshit. If its a derogatory work, then lets everyone treat it that way, I do. I think that the PC thing for all white people these days (it seems) is to worry about their thoughts and beliefs, I mean how many people have gotten fired for their offensive remarks and thoughts. I saw Kelly Clarkston on TV the other day and she said something kindve stupid and made the comment "I'm soo white", like she blamed her ethnicity for saying something dumb. Yeah, its fucked up, some of the things people say, and when you really know someone and are alone with them and find out there "real" thoughts on racism or whatever, but, its turned into (I think) something that now I even worry about things I so. You know what, those people are numorous in the white and black crowds. I was talking to a group of mixed race people and made the comment "you people" and after the meeting several of the black member of the meeting stopped by and told me I was being rude by saying that, christ. Yeah, i'm not black, and I haven't had to go through what a black person has had to go through, but hey, i'm fat have they had to go through elementary school with everyone pointing that out to them? i'm a American Indian desendant, and I think it was wrong the way they were treated when this country was founded, but hey I don't hold a grudge about it. Things like the N.A.A.C.P. really rub the average working class white person wrong, what if there were a organization called the N.A.A.W.P.? Shit would hit the fan. This may sound like i'm a very prejudice person, but honestly, I just would like for everyone to see everyone elses side without freaking out about it. You see, using the "N" word is wrong, but what I think is MUCH more important is treating everyone with decency and kindness all the time. If everyone did that, all the time, a word like that wouldn't even be in anyones vocabulary. I have had this conversation with a black friend of mine, and we always disagree, he always tells me that he wouldn't have a problem with his daughter dating a white kid, and he feels just as comfortable around white people as he does black people. that's all good, but when I see him away from the plant, 100% of the time he is with black friends. I'm trying not to sound bitter or whatever hear, I know I am, I just sometimes hate being blamed for being a part of an rich, uncaring, self richeous race, when I don't feel like I am. Do you know when the black ladies at work get paid, they say they gotta go pay the "white man" in reference to paying their bills. i've been told my race has discriminated the black race for so long that now the word and meaning of the word "BLACK" is now bad. Like the bad guy always wears black, when anything bad happens its a black day. For the record, my opinion is that I think there are good people and bad people. I think that you don't have to be white or black or yellow or brown to be either good or bad. I think its in a persons words AND actions that judgment should be formed about that person. And I do think Rodney King was right, why can't we all just get along? OK, i'm done venting, sorry.

Happy Thanksgiving.

25 Movie Stars Whom I Admire (In no particular order):
Audrey Hepburn
Clint Eastwood
Charles Bronson
James Stewart
Robert Deniro
Harrison Ford
Kevin Costner
Daniel Day-Lewis
Dennis Hopper
Marlon Brando
Tom Cruise
John Cusack
John Travolta
Gene Hackman
Nicolas Cage
Morgan Freeman
Mel Gibson
Robert Redforn
Paul Newman
Denzel Washington
Steve McQueen
Brad Pitt
Sean Connery
Tom Hanks
Al Pacino

What I'm Listening To Right Now: When You Really Love Someone - Alicia Keys - The Diary of Alicia Keys (04:10)]

Monday, November 24

No real reason for posting those lyrics. Just up too late, feel like shit & there is something tugging inside me that I can't really figure out. No, dont worry, maybe its normal to freak out. What is it. What is it?


black tears, dark dreams. beautiful like before, seen as forever. tender kisses like angels wings. one who knows, nobody to see. one who worries, without giving. green eyes, empty inside. sin today, pay tomorrow for my dark dreams... gp



What I'm Listening To Right Now: Push & Pull - Nikka Costa - Everybody Got Their Something (05:26)]
IT'S BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS,
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAYI GO OUT EVERY NIGHT AND SLEEP ALL DAY
SINCE YOU TOOK YOUR LOVE AWAY
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT
I CAN SEE WHOM EVER I CHOOSE I CAN EAT MY DINNER IN A FANCY RESTAURANT, BUT
NOTHING, I SAID NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THESE BLUES, COS'

NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU

IT'S BEEN SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU HERE
LIKE A BIRD WITHOUT A SONG AHHH
NOTHING CAN STOP THESE LONELY TEARS FROM FALLING,TELL ME BABY, WHERE DID I GO WRONG

I CAN PUT MY ARMS AROUND EVERY BOY I SEE
THEY DON'T REMIND ME OF YOU AHHH
I WENT TO THE DOCTORS AND GUESS WHAT HE
TOLD ME, GUESS WHAT HE TOLD ME, HE SAID
GIRL YOU'D BETTER TRY TO HAVE FUN, NO MATTER
WHAT YOU DO, BUT HE'S A FOOL COS'

NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU

ALL THE FLOWERS THAT YOU PLANTED MAMA IN THE BACK YARD
ALL DIED AND WITHERED AWAY AHHH
I KNOW THAT LIVING WITH YOU BABY, WAS SOMETIMES HARD
BUT I'M WILLING TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY COS'

NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU
NOTHING COMPARES, NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU

Saturday, August 16

I love life! I constantly find things to worry about most of the time, but not tonight. Um, and I'm not even drinking anything!

New CEO of the corporation where I work (over 150 plants) has decided that we did so poorly the 1st quarter that it was time to reduce the salary staff by 14% (750 of the 5400 employed). So rumors are that there will be 5 going from our plant (3 layoffs and the 2 job positions that I won but they didn't give me that was frozen), and another 6 effected, such as bumped from a salary job to an hourly position). Nobody thought it would happen fast, but right after the conference call they started escorting the people out of the plant. It was 3 people that probably needed to go, 1 was a pretty good guy, but handled stressful situations poorly. Well, that was yesterday, so I'll probably hear more about it Monday.

My little sister had her baby today at 3:15pm. They induced labor around 8 this morning. Aaron Walker, named after my 2 grandfathers. He weighed in around 7lbs 3ozs, no work on the length yet. Sis is fine but tired. Will keep you updated.

Oh yeah, I got my pyrex bowls in the mail today from eBay, I LOVE them!!! I know, I'm wierd. I also bought a new DVD today, Cradle to Grave with Jet Li and DMX.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Big Boy - Die Happy - The Weight Of The Circumstance (03:18)]

Friday, August 15

Have U perv's missed my Blog about CARNEY CARNIE WILSON - BUFF in the NUDE, NEKKID, with a big DILDO, STRAPPED to her CROTCH and HUMPING a BLOWUP DOLL!

Ha, what hits I shall get with that!

So I'm over at the townhouse finishing up the closets and I run across what was left of my album collection. I left it in my old bed room at my parents house, it was a garage/shop that my Father and I remodeled and it caught a leak and messed up all but these few, maybe 20 or 30. They were molded on like a forth of each album, so I made the executive decision to throw them away. SHIT! It was like amputating my arm! How can I throw away a japanese Foreigner 4 import? Or Night Ranger's greatest hits??? ARG! So, that kindv'e depressed me somewhat.

A lot more has been going on, I will try and get back to talk about it. Hope I can remember it all...

ciao for now~~

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Fall In Love - Nick Lachey - SoulO (04:04)]

Thursday, July 31

I just bought a new phone with txt messaging. CLICK HERE TO SEND ME A MESSAGE

Here is the phone I got.

LG 4400

There is a lot you can do with it, I guess i'm gonna hafta figure it all out when I get a chance.

Went to the new house this afternoon. The carpet is fried, so all that's gonna hafta come up. I'm going to paint my office tomorrow morning. i'm thinking a beige/rust color, something that will match red (Coke) colors.

Hmm, not much else to talk about.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: The Only Way (Is The Wrong Way) - Filter - Tomb Raider II (The Cradle Of (05:15)

Tuesday, July 29

Oh good grief, I have a bunch of pervs comming to my site, lol. Check this out. Here are the searchs that lead people to my site....

With which key words
1. wilson 67
2. playboy 45
3. carnie 35
4. carney 33
5. nude 30
6. pictures 15
7. Wilson 11
8. in 8
9. Carnie 6
10. Playboy 6
11. Carney 6
12. pics 6
13. phillips 3
14. photos 2
15. PLAYBOY 2
16. + 2
17. Nude 2
18. play 2
19. WILSON 2
20. Evanescence 1
21. girls 1
22. CARNEY 1
23. young 1
24. CARnie 1
25. /Carney 1
The rest 11
Total 300

Y'all wanna see Carnie in the buff? Stick around, maybe I'll show ya! lol.....
Yeah of course i'm lazy. And I damn sure don't like to cook. And I guess you could say I don't get cooked for that often. However, we haven't been eating out much the past few weeks. The last thing I remember is maybe Capt.D's a couple of weeks ago. I can't really remember. But anyway, I've been seeing this commercial on TV about getting a DVD from Pizza Hut with a large pizza. Normally I wouldn't really care, but I actually want 3 of the DVD's that they are offering. Going to get "Honeymoon In Vegas" tonight. What the hell, may be having pizza all week!

So, I bought Mr.Wendall a new water bowl, I thought it would work out pretty good because she drinks so damn much. This looks exactly like the one I bought:
4 Mr.Wendall
The only problem is, she started drinking out of it and it happened to gurgle up some air bubbles, and it made that funny little noise that it makes, and it freaked her out, now she refuses to go near it. I got on my hands and knees acting like I was drinking out of it and she will now drink it if I have my hand in it. Hmmm, so I wondered if I covered it up, so she couldn't see the bubbles, and that worked until she heard the noise behind the cardboard I put up. Sooooo, If anyone has any ideas, please let me know.

I'm off Friday & Monday, going to try and move, yippee!

Not much else going on, cept its HOT as hell...

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Secret Garden - Bruce Springsteen - Jerry Maguire Soundtrack (04:29)]

Sunday, July 27



I bought the movie "Last Of The Mohicans" from Wal-Mart today and watched it. Man that movie really pumps you up and gets your heart to racing, especially towards the end where they are trying to save the younger sister of Madiline Stowe. Id like to find a good wallpaper of it, if you know where I might be able to find one, let me know.

Kickass Movie

Im still packing stuff. We have boxes everywhere. I HATE moving, but will be glad to have an office finally. I know its going to be filled to the brim with stuff, but i'm a pack rat I hate throwing things away. Plus, I collect too much, but the thought of getting rid of anything troubles me. Oh well, hope I find a happy go between.

Hey, check out these cool .gifs I found of Shania


Well, as you can see, I've actually played with pictures more than i've blogged, but I think they all are pretty good. I wanted to put my wallpaper up, but the host i've found for my pictures only allows 150kb or less, so I'll have to shrink it.

And don't forget to check out the picture of Brad below, I finally got that fixed.

Will talk to you later. And whats up with the Butthead remark Trink, enquiring minds want to know!

What I'm Listening To Right Now: I Drove All Night - Cyndi Lauper - Essential Cyndi Lauper (04:13)]

Friday, July 18

Yes I'm still alive. i've been off this week & have been trying to pack a little bit to get ready for the move. haven't really been doing much, but I was excited to get my Palm in the mail earlier this week. i'm a little concerned that the display is kindve low, i'm gonna check with a few friends at work to see if theirs is the same, if not you can buy new displays pretty cheap. Also got my 545 jeans in that I got on eBay, I bought a pair of jeans the other day that was supposed to replace the 545's and they suck. Well, I guess when I cant find anymore on eBay I'll hafta go to the new kind. Bastards.

Oh, check this picture out and tell me it doesn't look like me! HA! for all y'all Brad pit loving chicks, here I am, come get you sum!



Yeah, I'm playing with pictures and links and stuff. I admit it, i'm lazy when it comes to HTML, maybe that's cause I type with my booger fingers. Anyway, I remember at one point I had this idea of posting my desktop pictures on here. One of my favorite things to do when I get online is find good wallpapers, a favorite site is THEME XP, but I find pics everywhere...

PS- As I try and view my post tonight its acting funny. Dunno why, but it works fine in my preview screen. I'm thinking that my server is acting up cuz it took me forever to upload the pics, so give it time and check back, hopefully it will be OK soon...

What I'm Lookin At Right Now: FortMyers4Ever
What I'm Listening To Right Now: You Can't Take The Honky Tonk - Brooks and Dunn - Red Dirt Road (03:41)

Friday, July 11

Today was great

Possums, Coke & moonlight...



What I'm Listening To Right Now: Kiss You All Over - Exile - Greatest Hits (03:31)]

Tuesday, July 8

I get a call at 11am this morning from Mom. She tells me that shes fallen outside her house and can't get up. My mother is overweight and in very poor health, shes a very strong woman, and insists to work in her garden when she shouldn't, but what can I do? So I go over and my daughter is standing there with Mom, worried, and Mom is sitting in the middle of an azalea bush in an ant bed and is trying to move. So anyway, I cant just grab her hands and pull her up, because it would yank her arm sockets out, I had to get behind her and pick her up underneath her arms, and she is very heavy. For a bit I was worried I wouldn't be able to get her up. Well, we did manage and I got her inside and she had no ant bites and just a few scratches from the bush. I just don't know if i'm ready to take care of my parents, i've always thought of them taking care of me, its a hard thing to deal with.

So, I went to Mike's shop after work. Remember, I traded the $20 necklace for his $800 one? Well, when I get over there he is laughing at me and says the necklace is turning black! lol. I look at it, and yeah, it looks like its changing colors. He tells me he is gonna give it to his daughter and wants me to keep his cause its longer and he wants a shorter one. But I couldn't keep it, knowing how much it cost, so I gave it back and I took the knock-off back, oh well, it was worth $20 to tell the story to everyone. I would've been really pissed if I would've gave the guy the $75 he originally wanted. Mikes new secretary is a girl that I used to know in High School, I had this weird crush on her. Shes a blonde, kindve short, attractive and build very well. So, shes wanting to learn how to DL MP3s off the internet, wants me to come over one day and show her. Ricky (Mike's brother) wants to pay me to show her, lol. I wish I had a secretary to download my MP3s!

Oh, so anyway, I went back over to Moms to check on her and shes making this huge supper. Butter beans with pork seasoning, sweet corn, rice, fried chicken, cornbread and homemade strawberry ice cream. I always eat too much when she does that, how can you not eat your Mothers home cooked meals? So I tell her, OK Mom, were eating tonight, tomorrow is the end, you need to lose weight, and plus she needs to help me! So, we'll see.

So, I'm off work till the 21st. Ron has called and wants me to come up to Atlanta for a few, I might do that. I need to pack some of my stuff, like my DVDs and books, good grief, I didn't realize I had so many books. Do you like to read? I love reading, anything really. i'm going to go over to Moms and cut down the rest of the azaleas tomorrow, so she wont try again. And other than that, no big plans. Oh, I wanna see that Pirates movie with Johnny Depp & Orlando Bloom, and I think there is another movie comming out I wanna see, but I cant think of the name of it now.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Are You Happy Now? - Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper (03:50)]

Monday, July 7

I've had a few interesting thoughts lately. I don't know how I started thinking about them actually. Like, what I used to do when I took girls out on dates, back in the "old" days. It was always Red Lobster and a movie. Maybe if it was with a "loose" girl we would go parking or to a night club, but I never took anyone there that I was really trying to impress. Probably a mistake on my part. I look back now and wonder what would've happened "if". God, i'll never forget taking Teresa out and being so stupid when I took her home. I was actually 3 or 4 years older than her, and had no clue. Then there was Tammy, I screwed that up as well. And the girls that I was taking out, oh man, what was I thinking? I know! lol. Anyway, its fun sometimes to reminisce about things like that.

Went to see fireworks at the local airport, was cool because probably 15 or 20 thousand people came and I knew a shortcut and beat everyone in and out, plus we were closer than anyone else. They were pretty good actually.

Man, have you ever eaten a frozen burrito? They look totally nasty, but taste real good. Wonder how they figured out a way to do that? Reminds me of the old Cheech & Chong bit "Taste It".

Recent eBay purchases: Palm Pilot, Tomb Raider DVD, Levi 545 jeans (they've been discontinued! Bastards!)

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Wouldn't It Be Good - Nik Kershaw - 80s Grand Stars (04:33)]

Wednesday, July 2

Have had 2 visitors here from Brazil, cool huh? I'd love to met people from different places like that. Travel has always intrigued me, I just haven't ever really got out of the states much. The house is a go, Paid the $ down today, possibility that we will begin moving in August. I meant to take pictures, but i'm sure you'll see it soon enough.

Had Beckie's going away party today at work, I think she likes to embarrass me in front of a lot of my "guy" friends at work by calling me "lovesponge". Of course I don't mind her doing it and having them look at me like 'what do I know that I don't?'. I think shes a sweet girl and I hope things work out for her wherever she goes. BTW, I don't know nuttin!

OK, not much else. Will talk later...

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Sure Know Something - Kiss - Dynasty (04:01)]

Tuesday, July 1

Oh, I will write about my Wal-Mart experience, since nothing else of interest has been happening. I go to Wal-Mart to buy a few things Saturday and this guy walks up to me as I was getting in my truck and wants to sell me a necklace. I normally blow those people off, but it was a Figaro and i've really been wanting a nice one to match my bracelet. So I ask him how much he wanted for it and he tells me it was $575.00 but needs money to go back to Florida, so will take $100.00 for it. I had that on me, but no way I was going to spend it on a necklace, even if it would've been a good deal. So he says he will let me have it for $75, nope. OK, how about $50? No I don't have that much. Well, how much do you have, he asks me. Um, $25. Hell no. Well, OK, here! So he shows me the receipt he had, and said he put it on a Visa. Sure. So i'm happy, it has "Italy 12K" on it by the clasp, but I have no idea that it is real. So, I have a buddy that works for the sheriffs department & I'm telling him the story and he wants to see the necklace and he decides he likes my necklace better than the one he has. He has a really big Figaro and Its the kind I really wanted. Well, he likes the one I have because its a little smaller and he wants to put a cross on it. So he wants to trade, says he paid close to $600.00 for his. OK, I'll trade, lol. So things went my way in this deal i'm thinking. If there is anything I dislike about the necklace I traded for, it is a tad bit longer that I prefer, I would like for it to show right above where I button my shirt.

What else, lets see. Oh, I know. Since my Carnie Wilson Nude test my site has gotten a lot of traffic, lol. Well, I was searching for it myself, I think shes hot. It actually gives people that want to lose weight incentive, and at least a little comfort in knowing if they bust their ass and lose it, they too can look OK thinner. I always thought she was a cute girl, I didn't really like her hairdo. And didn't she have a mole? Moley Moley Moley! She has some type of corset or something or other across her stomach in all the pictures, and her breasts look a little odd, but nothing un-natural, hell nobody is perfect. I'll put it this way, if I had her body, I would show it off too, but then that's my opinion. I wonder how much plastic surgery shes had. If your interested in seeing the pics email me.

The new Michelle Branch CD is pretty good. Whats the name of that other girl that sings and looks a lot like her? I forget.

Oh, I saw a story on CNN today about downloading MP3s off of P2P sites. They are wanting to start bringing charges against people that are downloading MP3s from them. So, I'm at work talking to a few guys about it & there is this vender there saying, well it is against the law. Oh, he almost got me started! There are a lot of arguments pro and con I guess. I don't think the answer is .99 a song. I would be willing to pay maybe $100 a year or something like that. What I try and tell people is, I buy what I like. If I download a CD that is good, I buy it, if it sucks I'll delete it, eventually, maybe. Well, we'll see what happens, should be interesting.

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Are You Happy Now? - Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper (03:50)]

Monday, June 23

Hmmmmm, I feel very un-creative today. I went and saw "The Hulk" yesterday, maybe that's what did it to me. Um, or maybe it was the 8 Red Dawg's I drank, who knows. Actually it could've been the mosquito spray that Tim was fogging me with, or maybe the tequilla?

Went to Books-A-Million" to buy Kay a copy of the new Harry Potter book and they were sold out, but they did have the issue of Maxim with Shania on the cover, so screw Harry!

Oh man, you need to check out The Osbournes, the episode that Ozzy gets high at the dentists office, lol, he is just not right at all. Now they are trying to kill all the fleas in their house, and Christina Aguilera now has a thing for Jack, I think just because shes trying to get next to Kelly. Oh shit, Kelly just pierced her nose and Sharon is crying. Man, I wish I had those problems! I keep thinking i'm going to win the lottery, but I don't even fuckin play it...

Ah, a new job is posted at the plant. Becky is leaving the MIS department, and there will be an opening there. Oh of course I won the Environmental Coordinators position, maybe even have a pretty good chance at this one, but will I actually get my ass in that office? Hell no, BASTARDS! Check this out:

POSITION DESCRIPTION: (Key duties/responsibilities) Provide support to clients on database related issues, PC users, shopfloor users and CMI. This position will be oriented toward the completion of projects to deliver information to internal and external customers. Maintain SQL Server databases and ensure they are configured for peak performance. Install and configure SQL Server and troubleshoot issues. Administration of database servers, including creating/deleting, startup/shutdown, and database backup/recovery. Research, communicate and implement database enhancements as needed. Maintain working knowledge of existing technical environment, including application development, network and desktop strategies, and electronic mail.
Have a working knowledge of Windows NT Networking, TCP/IP, WINS, LAN and DNS. Identify and initiate resolutions to client issues associated with office automation equipment, hardware and software and Database related issues (Blackhawk Shopfloor/Peergroup). Configuration, installation, implementation and distribution of office automation equipment. (um does Becky do all of this???)

When I interview, I'll say, I can crack XP & Autocad plus DL all the Mpegs & MP3's you want! Hey I know, Networking cliff notes!

Till next time....

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Kyrie - Mr Mister - The Best Of (04:27)]

Thursday, June 19

I just found out Cher is 56, wow. See toldja I dig older chicks!
Went and looked at furniture last night, going again tonight. Need a dining room suit and a new bedroom suit. They had leather stuff, but I like the overstuffed-brown-bomber-jacket look, they only had tight white, didn't like that. I wanna big recliner!

Not a whole lot to talk about. Ah, Becky at work turned in her 2-week notice, she called me today and told me, hmmm, an opening in the MIS department, finally, my luck, they will probably not fill it. We'll see.

gbye for now...

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Think Twice - Eve 6 - Its All In Your Head (03:44)]

Monday, June 16

Hi...

My eyes hurt. I didnt work 12 hours today, or even 13. I had to go to Mom & Dads house yesterday and check on their fish pond, they are having problems with the nitrates in it. Two of the fish were almost dead, I had to scoop them out and throw them in the woods. Man I hate that, I mean, I look at them sucking air and I feel so much pity and Im thinking, damn its just a damn gold fish, why do I feel this way?

What else. Kindve lonely.

Oh, I watched another Alien movie! Cool. I don't give a damn what anyone says they are great (except maybe the 3rd one).

Oh, Carnie Wilson. Nude in Playboy next month. I cant wait! I always thought she was cute, but she does look good having lost the weight. A lot of guys are turned off by the whole weight issue. Not me, I love the inner beauty, and always have. I guess I always will.

Wanna try and see if my hits go up, just a trial here:

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What I'm Listening To Right Now: Don't You Love Me Anymore - Joe Cocker - The Essential (04:11)]

Tuesday, June 10

Oh shit, I just found out today that I gotta work 12hrs the rest of the week~! SHIT.

Cant wait....Wow, is it real??????????

What I'm Listening To Right Now: Oh Girl - Paul Young - The Essential (03:37)]