Sister Hazel - Your Winter

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
Your opinion, what is that?
Just a different point of view

What else, what else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but what for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
I don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
And I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself,
I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose that pain?
If you only knew how much I love you, no

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
And I will be here

What I'm listening to right now

My "Road Trip" iTunes playlist:

1. Give it up - ACDC
2. One day remains - AlterBridge
3. Ooh la la - Goldfrapp
4. Don't say you love me - Billy Squire
5. Time bomb - Buck Cherry
6. Down with the sickness - Disturbed
7. Whatever - Godsmack
8. Crazy bitch - Buckcherry
9. Whisky on the rocks - ACDC
10. Smack that - Akon
11. 10,000 Fists - Disturbed
12. Voodoo - Godsmack
13. Lit up - Buckcherry
14. In 2 deep - Kenny Wayne Sheppard
15. Night life - Foreigner
16. Getting away with murder - Papa Roach
17. Figured you out - Nickelback
18. Count on me - Default
19. Coming undone - KoRn

Funny T-Shirt List

Saw these tshirts at cafepress and liked them. I probably wouldnt wear any in public, but its funny reading some of them.

• An apple a day... I forget the rest, but your mother's a whore!
• I Don't have ADD, It's just... Hey look! A Squirrel!
• Fuck with me and you fuck with the whole trailer park!
• It's not going to lick itself
• I Only Date Crack Whores
• You had me at hell no
• I'm no Gynecologist: But I'd be happy to have a look at 'er.
• I'm just living the dream
• WTF
• An awkward morning always beats a boring night
• Boobies make me smile
• I'm hot like wasabi!
• Baaaaaa means no!
• I wish someonee would do something about how fat I am
• I live in the van down by the river
• Mouths don't get pregnant
• I'm what Willis was talking about
• I support single Mom's
• I'm only 2 girls short of a threesome
• Keep talking! I love drunk bitches!
• I'm huge in Japan
• I only support gay marrage if both chicks are hot

And finally...

• Canadians like it on top! [for all my Canadian friends =0)]

Crazy Bitch

ALL RIGHT...........

Break me down,
you got a lovely face,
we're going to your place and now you got to freak me out
Scream so loud,
getting fucking laid,
you want me to stay
but I got to make my way

Hey, you're a crazy bitch,
but you fuck so good I'm on top of it.
When I dream, I'm doing you all night.
Scratches all down my back to keep me right on.

Take it all,
the paper is your game,
you jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full
You’re so fine,
It won’t be a loss,
cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face.

Get the video, fuck you so good
Get the video, fuck you so good
Crazy Bitch,
Crazy Bitch,
Crazy...
Bitch

Come on. Baby girl you want it all to be a star you’ll have to go down
Take it off no need to talk you're crazy but I like the way you fuck me

keep it right on x2
you're crazy but i like the way you fuck me.


.....................................Buck Cherry

Damn, Kelly Clarkson is sexy....

Ya, its been a while, time to bitch....

• Tornados. I never realized how much I didn't like them till I was a block away from one!
• Sour candy, who is the dumb ass who invented it, and why do people like it?
• Sand cracks; If you've never had one, you have no idea what your missing, OUCH
• Britney Spears, ya I like some of her music, but I'm tired of the drama already. Also, I don't think shes sexy, and I hate women thinking I'm lieing when I say that.
• Bills! I'm beginning to figure out that they are never ending!!
• My wife never buys me things to drink when she shops. All I ever ask for is something to drink from the store; coke, punch, Gatorade, milk, tea, water I don't give a damn, anything, just buy something to drink! And after you buy it, don't open something take a sip and sit it down on the counter and leave it! ARGH!!!!!!
• Cleaning toilets. Its time and I don't want to. There has to be a better way. And how do you get rid of those brown water stains around the water line? What a pain in the ass.
• Kat Von D. I loved her, then she went and acted like a bitch to Paul Sr., OK ma'am you are now officially off my myspace friends list, lol....
• Draft beer. Ive been craving it for a while and here is the dilemma; I love it ice cold, but its only cool by the last mug out of the pitcher, hmmm, gotta drink faster I suppose.

More to come I'm sure.

Fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those
I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Time Marches On...

Not in a particularly talkative mood, but several things have happened and I thought I would share. Not that they need to be numbered, but I will bullet them to keep my chain of thought focused.

• Leaving work yesterday I noticed a elderly lady pushing a shopping cart. I could tell that it was very painful for her to walk, just by the steps she was taking. I had a sudden rush of sympathy for her as I drove by and immediately felt guilty for not stopping. I circled the block and came back and talked to her. I asked her if she would like a ride home, and a little help with her bags, and I saw from the look in her eyes that she was thankful that someone offered. She declined and said she was almost home. I thought about that for several hours afterwards. The lady reminded me so much of my grandmother, and I missed her just seeing this little old lady pushing the cart. So many thoughts flood my head just thinking back. I also wondered if I was being selfish by going back, knowing it may just be so I wouldn't feel guilty and not truly doing someone else a good deed. Well, at any rate, I do feel better for offering, and I hope I lifted the little old ladies spirits enough to make it the next block or two to her house...
• “A friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer.” - Unknown
• I want to go camping. It sounds dumb, and its not the time of year you do things like that, but it just struck me tonight that I haven't done it in a while, and I would like to.
• I am now 44, almost 45. I had an eye check-up today and am now going to get a "progressive" pair of glasses. It seems that I am having problems reading small type very close, and my job requires that. It makes me wonder about life and the aging process when anything like this happens. I am told that I am still young, by my parents and other adults in their 60's and 70's. I wonder if I will look back and think, damn I should have done this or that. I'm sure I will if I am fortunate enough to live another 20 years, wish me luck.
• Ive read that my leopard gecko may be able to love 10-15 years. Shit, I guess I need to modify my will!
• Why don't you try getting jacked off under the table in front of the whole damn family and have some real problems, jackass. Hey, what were they like anyway? They looked pretty good, are they real? Are they built for speed or comfort? What'd you do with them? Motorboat? You play the motorboat? - You motorboatin son of a bitch!
• I think Dita Von Tease is HOT (without the Manson escort)! I also think Wifey of Wifey's World is pretty damn hot too. For my birthday a subscription to this site would be nice!

Goodnight!

I Like....

• Christmas (even tho I bitch about it at times)
• Cotton Candy
• Chocolate Malts
• Corn Dogs
• Building models
• Titty beads
• Celtic crosses
• Orange County Choppers
• Arrowheads
• Having fun
• Drinking with friends
• Rib eye steaks with 57
• Music
• Pocket Knifes
• Brown eyed girls
• Waking up early, but knowing I can sleep late
• Thinking of sitting on a porch, watching a Colorado sunset
• Standing on a beach, watching a Florida sunrise
• Bud Lite
• Rum & Coke
• Pinup girls
• Flirting

to be continued...

Hip Hop / Still don't want it for Christmas!

I've always said I hate hip-hop music & rap. There have been exceptions, such as Trik Turner (Friends & Family), some of The black-Eyed Peas stuff and a few others as well. I still reserve the right not to like it as a whole, I know it may be wrong to lump something so broad into one "I hate it" statement, but most I just don't like. I've noticed over the course of the past few years a lot of rap artist are migrating back to their R&B roots, and putting more soul and less shock. I will be the first to admit that rappers are talented and maybe somewhere there is a place and time for that type of music. With all that being said, I recently heard a couple of songs that I really like. Im sure the clean versions are probably better, but if you get a chance check out:

Akon - Smack That
Akon - I Wanna Fuck You

And to think my parents were concerned with AC/DC and Kiss, lol..........

Three sheets to the wind...

Just got home. Was out tonight for the first time since i dont know when. Drank way too much. Im sure I said a lot of things I may regret and some things that I wish I wouldve said a lot sooner. Im happy for several things; I had a designated driver, I saw nude women, and I had very good company going to and leaving in my intoxicated state. I feel really light headed now, and Im sure I would probably register over the scale if I were driving, but hey I was able to log into Blogger and manage to write something. After work, myself and 2 co-workers went to a new bar nextdoor and the from there went to a bar 70 miles away that had members of the opposite sex dancing nude. Im sure it wasnt my idea, but then im also sure I didnt reject it. I just know I needed to get a buzz on, its been way too long. For those of you that may read this, sooner or later, pleas eknow whater I said or did, im sorry! lol....whew, now let me figure out how to make it to bed!

God, I gust blogged, can you believe that! hehe

Christmas Bitch 06

Hi Everybody!

As the holiday season approaches, I have realized that I haven't bitched about the gift-giving season as of yet. Of course I will use the standard disclaimer that the following bitches don't necessarily express the views of myself, they are just being used for comic relief.

• Mariah Carey, OK, last year I was hooked to her Xmas song, now this year Ive heard it only once, WTF?
• Ipods, the gift that encourages illegal downloading. How can you justify $300 for a gift so small, it wouldn't satisfy 99% of the female population if it were a vibrator...
• Wish lists. OK, I've done it before, and it does make sense, but think about it; how greedy can you get, make a list of shit you want and give it to somebody? I got over it, just be happy with the screwed up shit you receive.
• Wal*Mart, these bastards are making too much money. My plan is to figure out the best way to screw them over legally. Thoughts; buy low, return high!
• Christmas decorations. My next door neighbor has 8 or 10 lighted reindeer in his front yard arranged haphazardly, then the week before Christmas he lines them up in a row and tells everyone that they were grazing and now getting ready for Santa. What a jackass! Anybody that has fucked up rituals like that needs to be strung up by the balls and stuffed with dressing. Ho Ho Ho mofo!
• Getting caught stacking your next door neighbors lighted reindeer.
• Fast food joints trying to make money off of the season, whats next, Mc-EggNogg? This is the time of year we observe the birth of Jesus, not rip people off, bastards!
• Getting the fake tree out of the attic, what a royal pain in the ass, I vote next year to leave the tree up all year and decorate it for each holiday that comes around, what ornaments would you suggest for Columbus Day???
• Milfs wearing Christmas sweaters, omg, that was over 10 years ago, break the mothballs out already.
• For any new readers out there, my yearly bitch about gift giving. I estimate I will spend somewhere between $800 and $1500 on gifts for friends and family. Do you realize how much fun I could have in Vegas with that much money????
• Christmas day turkey and stuffing gas! blahhhhhhh

Viva La Vista!

I love the bells and whistles. I love the new car smell. I love nuts on my caramel apple. I don't love the new Windows Vista.

I had a few nagging issues with my XP operating system, and the straw that broke the camels back was iTunes refusing to open, so I decided to format and start anew, as I so love to do. For the most part, all I do on the PC is download and listen to music, play WOW & backup DVD's. Yes, BACKUP! I'm fortunate enough to have a actionpack subscription with MS, so access to legit software is no problem. Several months ago I received a actionpack addition in the mail that included the new Vista and 07 Office. I had enough sense then not to even open it up. But this past Saturday my curiosity got the best of me. So my experience with Vista started. Instillation was easy enough, a little long, but it was on a DVD so I figured it would be a time consuming process. Into the desktop, no errors or glitches, your kidding me right? Wow, it does look really sweet, but it has the fishy smell of a Mac which makes me a little apprehensive. OK, so lets start loading drivers, wow, its accepting the XP drivers, will it really be this easy? On to software, the biggest test will be WOW, will it install and actually work? Indeed it does! I'm feeling very optimistic at this point. Lets see, what's this, new Windows games, ohhh cool. New screensavers, you gotta love it! The backgrounds and personalization are pretty sweet as well. Lets load this baby up! OK, the game works, lets so a friend, its running very slow lets check the RAM, I have 1048251MBs and its using 2012567MBs, WTF? OK, go to the cabinet and pull out 2 Crucial 512MBs PC5300 sticks, no I wont tell you what my sources are bastards! OK, ramn usage down to 3000MB usage, that looks good, wonder what was up with the readings before, lets move forward people. Antivirus, that's a memory hog, lets install that next. AVG, nope, we don't do Vista, screw you. Symantec, were suing Vista, get a life. Google "Vista Antivirus" WTF is Avast? OK, screw it, its free and it runs on vista. I don't know how it works, but the little icon is down there spinning away, so it must be working! What's next, oh yeah, I need to install my burning software. Hahahaha! You actually thought it would be this easy, we are 3 hours into the install and Nero 6 says, nope, you need the Nero Ultimate. OK, download Ultimate, find a serial, Avast catches numerous trogen's trying to infect me and I get it installed. OK, I can burn. Um, oh yeah, lets watch a DVD, Cyberlink Pro should be OK, um, no. Wont work. Wait, what's this, media center is trying to play this DVD, ohhhh Vista has Media Center preinstalled, cool. iTunes, works. OK, I guess the tide is turning. Ultramon doesn't work. Uhoh, my headset software doesn't work. Um, its 10pm already? I gotta check the auction house on WOW. Oh shit, it locked up. Your kidding me right, where's my damn XP CD??? So children, the moral of this story is to wait until Vista is out of beta and released and everybody else has problems before you even think about it, so 2 years probably is a good estimate as to when you should shell out your hard earned bucks for it. I for one am content writing my Blog on fresh install of XP.

Final thoughts, it looks and feels sweet, its just not ready. And I'm not gonna be the lab rat again for some time.

Talk laters...

WF

Nobody is here but me. Its not my imagination, I think the only person that may run across the blog is somebody googleing Paris Hilton nude maybe. I should blog about who I write things for? Maybe I should. But then, would there be any fun in that? Sure, I write them for me of course. And all the bastards out there I love to rant about. So, keep giving me great ideas to blog about and im sure your deeds shall fall within these pages at some point in time!

Hinder - Lips Of An Angel

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice say my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

Time To Bitch...

• People that bring you their "items" to be fixed, then proceed to tell you how to fix it and how what your saying is wrong. Damnit if you know how to fix it, why did you bring it to me!?
• iTunes 7. Not that I even want to use iTunes at all, but you have to if you want a iPod. Not only does mac software suck, but all mac users suck too! Oh, we don't have viruses - yeah Bastards because nobody wants to take the time to write viruses for your piece of shit hardware, stay in the closet and play with your mac!
• LOST. Yeah I like the TV show, but I swear to God if they say at the end of the series that its all a dream or something stupid I'm going to go postal on somebody.
• Duchess Fergie. WTF is that about?
• Gas prices (I know this is a repeat). Greedy Bastards!
• Aging. OK, I'm not liking the fact that hair is starting to grow places that it didn't before. WTF, I now gotta shave my ears! Someone has a sick since of humor.
• Myspace. Um, wasn't this myexcite 10 years ago? Somebody buy these people HTML for dummies. If you don't know what I'm ranting about here, go check out some of the pages that load up 4 videos 500 pictures and a moving background all at the same time.
• Rich bastards that don't have to work. The worst ones are the ones that were born with money, I can kind of put up with the ones that earned it. And no, ecommerce doesn't count as earning it bastard!
• While I'm bitching about growing old, what's up with college chicks now? They look like kindergarten students! You will never catch me on 48hrs trying to talk to kids on the internet, how sick is that? They should cut those bastards balls off. Teen porn, all you fuckers are sick too. Read the fine print in the owners manual, it clearly states you fuck people your same age!
• Getitng caught talking about somebody when you didn't want to, but the person that was telling you about them just wont shut up, and you end up looking like the bastard.

Stay tuned for more...

Mr.Wendall

01-10-93 ~ 09-06-06

Mr.Wendall was the family pet.

She was a part of the family, I didn't actually know just how much until she was gone. I find myself missing her at the dumbest times, like when I'm on my last bite of something and reach down to give it to her. Or when she barks at me to go outside, or when she sleeps next to me as I play my PC games, and I can go on and on. I remember her as a puppy running down the hall and sliding into the door as she ran for her favorite toys, she wouldn't let you stop throwing them until she was worn out. Most people thought it was strange that she had a name like Mr.Wendall, but it just seemed to fit, and as I read the song lyrics now, It seems to fit even moreso now. We bought her from a family in '93 that named her after a "Arrested Development" song, which was about A homeless man, she was the last of the litter to be picked & the kids thought the nickname fit, so it stuck. I wont go into details about how she passed, because I know people don't really care. But it was a decision I felt like I had to make, not to let her suffer. I elected to not be there, and let the Vet take care of her body, I regret those 2 decisions now, and wish terribly I could've been with her, and placed her somewhere nice. Its the only death of a "loved one" Ive had to experiance as an adult, and it really scares me because I know looseing someone closer is going to be terrible, all I can feel now is the urge to care for my friends and family just that much more, because you never know what tomorrow may bring. I miss you Mister...



Here, have a dollar,
in fact no brotherman here, have two
Two dollars means a snack for me,
but it means a big deal to you
Be strong, serve God only,
know that if you do, beautiful heaven awaits
That's the poem I wrote for the first time
I saw a man with no clothes, no money, no plate
Mr.Wendal, that's his name,
no one ever knew his name cause he's a no-one
Never thought twice about spending on a ol' bum,
until I had the chance to really get to know one
Now that I know him, to give him money isn't charity
He gives me some knowledge, I buy him some shoes
And to think blacks spend all that money on big colleges,
still most of y'all come out confused

Go ahead, Mr.Wendal

Mr.Wendal has freedom,
a free that you and I think is dumb
Free to be without the worries of a quick to diss society
for Mr.Wendal's a bum
His only worries are sickness
and an occasional harassment by the police and their chase
Uncivilized we call him,
but I just saw him eat off the food we waste
Civilization, are we really civilized, yes or no ?
Who are we to judge ?
When thousands of innocent men could be brutally enslaved
and killed over a racist grudge
Mr.Wendal has tried to warn us about our ways
but we don't hear him talk
Is it his fault when we've gone too far,
and we got too far, cause on him we walk
Mr.Wendal, a man, a human in flesh,
but not by law
I feed you dignity to stand with pride,
realize that all in all you stand tall

Mr.Wendal, Lord, Mr.Wendal

Good Thoughts...

A very long and emotional week it has been.

I'm never ever one to cry. Yes, in a sad movie my eyes may water a bit, but not to often does anything make me actually cry. Earlier this week I viewed a video clip on Google titled "CAN" and I must say I did cry. I thought it was very touching and it really caught me unguarded. I don't know how anyone could watch it and not feel emotionally bound to it. Its not a sad video to me, but a very emotionally uplifting, inspirational film. I was able to download the clip as soon as I viewed it, but now it has been removed from Google for some reason. The video is simply about a father that takes his handicapped son with him through ironman triathalons, pulling him in a inflatable boat while swimming, riding him on his bike and pushing him while running. I found information about the pair at their website, If you would like to view it click here. If I can find a link to the video later I will post it.

We have teenage love going on in the house these days and its like a rollercoaster, it makes me remember what I thought was yesterday and turns out was 25 years ago. Kids have no idea, and as all adults come to find out, soon discover they learn what their parents meat by "one day you'll know what I'm talking about", far too late in life...

I went to weight watchers with my mother this week. She has been in not so good-of-health lately and I thought my support would be welcome. I probably could use it a lot more than her truth be known. I got a coupon for a free registration, but it cost $12 a week to weigh. I know they have to pay their employees and provide a lot of paperwork and such, but it still strikes me as a rip off. If what all the news broadcasters are saying is true and the new health hot topic today is obesity like smoking was in the 70s and 80s, then they should make fast food restraunts pick up the bill for weight watcher memberships. I found it very hard eating a balanced diet the past few days simply because our society these days has grown accustom to supersizeing and big gulps. How do you find 6 vegetables and fruits to eat a day? Well, I'm not giving up, just complaining I guess.

A close friend called today and and told me her sister has been diagnosed with ovarian cancer. Its made me think a lot about that all day. You wonder why someone so young and full of life would be stricken with something like that. I think almost everybody has had a family member, classmate, friend, or someone close in their life that has had some form of cancer or disease that is life threatening. I always like to think I would fight it and would prevail in the end, but I know it wouldn't be that easy and I'm sure learning that type of news would be very hard to accept, if not almost impossible. Its hard to know the right thing to say to someone in those circumstances. I always feel like I will say something very stupid while trying to find words tp fill dead air. In the end saying nothing, or rather anything - just being there is what the person or people that are going through this life changing event may just need the most. I've read articles in magazines that state sometimes children recover from serious forms of cancer more often than adults because they stay optimistic and don't give up. All I can say is that I wish my friends sister a speedy recovery, as well as everybody in the world that is going through something like this. My love and prayers are with her.

Good Thoughts...

I Get Excited...

I Like:

To break my poptarts in half and eat each half separately. My favorite flavor is strawberry and blueberry without the icing on top. What's really good is to put a little butter on them and put them in the oven for a few minutes.

Wearing ankle socks instead of higher ones, I typically wear athletic socks and tennis shoes to work in.

Collecting. I have Coke, Baseball Cards, Shot Glasses, MP3s, DVD's, Action Figures & just about anything else you could imagine. My latest fascination is Arrowheads.

Rootbeer & tatertotts.

80's rock, Alternative & anything else that has a good beat. Listening to Hella Good by No Doubt right now. Favorite Groups/Artists: Foreigner, Collective Soul, Creed (rip), Journey, Def Leppard, AC/DC, Everclear, Shania, Rick Springfield, Smokey Robinson.

Electronics. Xbox360, Playstation, PC games, and WORLD OF WARCRAFT.

Movies. I like action flicks, but also love sports stories and westerns, also like comedy's, but not stupid funny (eg Zoolander). I even like chick flicks. Favorite Moviestars: Clint Eastwood, Harrison Ford, Scarlett Johanson, Denzell Washington, Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, James Stewart, & too many others to mention...

Feeling loved. I don't always show it, mostly never do. But I like knowing someone wants or cares for me, it gives me a sense of security and warmth. I guess everybody is like that tho huh...

Football & Baseball. Used to play both, now just enjoy watching. Atlanta Braves, Georgia Bulldawgs, Atlanta Falcons, Denver Broncos, Greenbay Packers, Pittsburg Steelers.

The food channel, I love Rachel Ray. I also like watching Paula Dean, she is from 35 miles from my hometown, if you want to know what I like to eat, just watch one of her shows.

The new Paris Hilton song "Stars Are Blind"

My Truck, 96' Ford Bronco.

Warm nights, sitting on the front porch sipping cold beer and watching the sun go down and the moon come up. Listening to the bugs and normal sounds of the night.

Miami Vice the TV show, haven't seen the movie yet, soon maybe.

Waiting up all night Christmas Eve, family reunions and Thanksgiving with Turkey & Cornbread stuffing.

...Will think of more later

(If you can guess how I came up with the title of this post, you get bonus points)

I'm being chased by Guido, the killer pimp!

To me that's a classic line in a 80's movie. Hopefully you know where it came from and wont have to "Google" it to find the answer. It was funny to me back then, and in re-watching the movie, it struck me as being funny now as well. Not that the movie is something you should base you life on, but I sometimes wonder if just living life loose and free isn't the best way to go. I've always figured if I did everything by the books I would miss out on something, or if I saved all my money I would die before I could spend it. Nah, I'm sure its better to play it safe that sorry, but I for one know at times is nice to just say 'WHAT THE FUCK!"

Feel The Silence

You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry
All you remember now
Is what you feel

The truth remains
In midnight conversations
I asked for this moment
But you turned away

Sad like a lonely child
Broken the day you're born
I held the light to you
But I was so vain

And you remain
A promise unfulfilled
I ask you for more
But you push me away

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside
Everything means more now than
Words could explain

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside us
Looking for something more to say
I don't know where I'm going
Only know where I been
But you move through my soul like a hurricane wind
We've been so lost for so long
I don't know how to get back again
And we're drowning in the water
That flows under this bridge
When you're fighting the current
You forget how to live
And I wanted to reach you but I don't know where to begin
And you remain
A promise unfulfilled until today

And if we feel the silence
Holding this all inside
Everything means more now than
Words could explain
And if we feel the silence
Leaving this all behind us
When it's gone what will you say

How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on
How do we hold on

You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never cry

...The Goo Goo Dolls